Friday, November 10th, 2006
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November 10, 2006 @ 6:39pm - Stop Doing Bad Things...
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So he tells me he didn't.
Then he pinches another girls ass.
Then I dump him for it.
So here is our conversation...
Me:How could you do this to me?
Him:Silence
Me:I loved you.
Him:I did it, because I wanted to break up with you earlier.
And well that was that.
What a sad waste of my time.
I move on obviously.
I'm not even remotely sad.
Is that even sadder then the fact that he used me?
Anyway, I get to see The Pink Spiders next Friday with my cousin.
Peace Out.
Amanda.
And you'll choke on those words
no one can swallow that much pride</b>
and my contentions all ring true
every word you said was a lie
and I thought we were friends
but you changed that in time
you're to caught up in the trends
and your ego's on the line
you played the role
until I called you out
and I really hope you listened,
I really hope you
change things this time
don't feed me that line
I'm waiting..
current mood:  rejected
current music: Spitalfield-Fairweather Friend
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Thursday, November 9th, 2006
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November 09, 2006 @ 6:25pm - There Is No Beginning To The Story...
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I broke up with my boyfriend.
Someone please convince me this wasn't a mistake.
Like I heard he was cheating on me.
And I believed who ever told me that.
I don't know...
I'll talk to him tomorrow though.
I'll ask him then.
I wrote him a nasty note.
I mean horribly nasty.
Oh my god.
I hope I didn't fuck this up...
that's gone and i know that it won't ever come back
i accept i won't cling to what i had in the past
but life's a slippery slope, regret's the steepest hill
hope for the best, plan for the worst and maybe wind up somewhere
in the middle
and i'm not saying that i know what i want
but i know what i don't, don't want to rot in my room
and never know what could have been
believe what everyone else tells me is true
current mood:  guilty
current music: Bright Eyes-Loose Leaves
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Saturday, October 28th, 2006
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October 28, 2006 @ 3:18pm - Underachievers please try harder
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Well,
Friday was depressing.
My friend Charlie died and it was weird because everyone was so happy hours earlier and then depressed.
I cried a lot.
Then I was okay, until people started hugging me.
Then I sort of lost it.
But I' very confused about something.
There is my friend Nick and this guy Ryan.
And I'm trying to sort out who likes me and who doesn't.
But I guess it will be whoever asks me first.
I guess.
You’re such a beautiful writer
that’s not all you are
I’m sorry about making a pass
It was subtle but I think that you grasped
The meaning intended
I can be a friend to you
I won’t pretend
I’m not interested in breaking a heart
It’s not love no it’s nothing like that
I’ll leave that to lookers like him
Oh he’s such a delicate thing
Now it’s such a fragile thing that we have
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Camera Obscura-Keep It Clean
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Monday, October 23rd, 2006
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October 23, 2006 @ 8:39pm - I Find It Hard To Take.
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School is hell.
Correction, Drama Class is hell.
It is stupid, the people in there are stupid.
But on another note, there is a guy who is in my Chemistry class.
He is well not my type and all of a sudden I'm in love with him.
Wtf?! It isn't supposed to be that way.
Then my horoscope says a guy I haven't noticed will suddenly catch my eye.
And it told me to stay after school, which is weird because I'm staying after tomorrow.
And he stays after.
I guess we will just wait and see.
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Sunday, October 15th, 2006
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October 15, 2006 @ 3:03pm - I'd Give Anything To Be A Hipster.
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So I'm writing a new story.
It won't be in parts.
It will be just a giant story.
So I plan on writing it soon.
It will be about hipster kids and how they battle Indie kids.
It sounds good in my head.
Here is a little summary:
There is a boy named Ryan. He likes this girl named Victoria. She is this really cool indie chica, all the Indie boys want her. So Ryan decides to become Indie, but sadly he fails and ends up becoming a Hipster. He is the butt of all the jokes made by Victoria and her posse. He ends up finding true love and a good taste in music.
So that's it. Pretty simple and very much in the works.
But it'll be finished soon.
So keep a look out for it.
Keep it up kiddo,
Amanda.
current mood:  crazy
current music: The Decemberists
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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October 12, 2006 @ 9:24pm - They Say Crying Is Good For You.
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But it makes me feel stupid.
And I feel like I can't do anything to help anyone.
My grandfather died yesterday and it feels really weird.
And I have to write him a note and take a picture of me in my dress.
I feel sad and lonely.
Like no one really understands.
You know?
I mean I wanna cry but everytime I do.
I just bite my lip and hold my tears back.
Everyone says to show my feelings.
But I have no idea how to do that.
Like I do and I'am.
I'm just confused and depressed I guess....
current mood:  confused
current music: Elliott Smith-Somebody That I Used To Know
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Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
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October 11, 2006 @ 4:50pm
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bleh.
current mood:  depressed
current music: Golden The Pony Boy- The science of Sleep
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